Drawing Broken Hearts

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Drawing broken hearts
in coffee clouds and foam.
Cinnamon and milk,
caramel and coffee.
Evening falls over a chilling prairie.
You’re leaving me here
with just a smoking habit and rum.
But don’t come running back;
You’ll think of me long before
I think of you…

Cigarette ends the only remnants left
of your presence
in strange crevices of my house.
Ashes and smoke,
mirrors and shadows.
Never was much for
telling you how I feel.
We were vagabonds
in need of someone
but the roads separated one night
when you lost your mind.
Think of me when you’re
out there somewhere, alone…

A few rum drops at the bottle’s bottom.
Taste of it lingers on lips
like coffee rings on my table,
Nights and fights,
stars and bars,
guess my restless soul settled
before yours could.
Just remember when you
walk out my door tonight
I’m gonna be strong.
There won’t be a tear on my face
until you’re gone,
then I’ll think of you…

And I’ll only break down once
in the moment it takes for you
to disappear on the horizon,
never going back again…

coffee

 

 

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About Lavinia

You may say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only on. I hope someday you'll join us and the world will live as ONE." ~ John Lennon ♥ I am a 23 year-old hippie who is just discovering what life really is. My heart is entrenched in novel writing. I am pursuing a dream of being a full-time novelist. It's the beginning of a journey that I have always dreamed of. I have risen from a dark childhood of domestic violence. I faced that monster in my closet and am now writing about it. I watched my mother be tortured for almost ten years. I stood before the remnants of the house her ex burned down in a drunken rage. I lived with the aftermaths and the damage it did in the years that followed. Now, I am chasing dreams and living my life to the fullest.Through my writing I want to be an advocate for domestic violence and child abuse, to speak out and be a voice.I am a single woman, a journalism grad, an author, a sister younger and older, a daughter to a survivor of a mother and my angel daddy. I have been writing since I could put a pencil to paper it seems. My first writings were short stories rewriting fairy tales in ways I envisioned them to play out. Poetry was something that intrigued me in junior high school. An interest in Shakespeare came in high school when I attended an outreach school in grades 11 and 12. I was permitted to study on my own and got to drift around with different areas on top of the curriculum already in place. Shakespeare and forensics became the two main things I studied there. It was through Shakespeare's MacBeth and an essay assignment that I got interested in the witch hunts and trials of the 16th and 17th centuries, igniting the idea for the Spellbound series, now renamed Legend of Kawilara. In 2011, I set a goal. After graduating from college, I set out to publish two of my books. One is my poetry book about domestic violence and child abuse, “She Wasn’t Allowed to Giggle” and the other is the first in a series, “Legend of Kawilara, Part 1.” My poetry book was self-published back in September and “Legend of Kawilara 1” was self-published in December. Journalism is not quite my thing, as I have discovered. All I really want to do is write my books. Wildflowers Scattered, Estranged: Memoirs of a Small Town Girl is my second poetry book, exploring the struggles of a young outcast girl becoming a woman in a place she feels she doesn’t belong, now available. Also to be released in 2014 is the Kawilara sequel. Remember Love and Give Peace A Chance ~ Lennon

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